There are times that circumstances and situations surrounding us put us into a situation to despair. In this moment, the devil awaits to devour us by sending us negative emotions. Feelings that will allows us to betray Christ, Who is always faithful. 

It has been months since I last written something here. I missed it a lot. I came to a point wherein writing is therapeutic. I would like to share with you my experience for the day.

This afternoon, I tried to send money through to my account. I was waiting for its verification but I have waited and waited. The minutes turned to hours, and hours to several hours. I then decided to make a complaint based from their message that my money was received by the recipient. I checked, and rechecked again still the money was not in my account yet.

I have booked myself in for a night shift yesterday. However, when I checked my bookings, it did not show that my booking has been confirmed. Right after the worship service, I rang in again to confirm my shift, but it was still provisional. I was having second thoughts to come to work. The consultant informed me that the shift has been confirmed, and asked me to come on the scheduled booking. 

So today, I went to my initial regular dentist visit as a result of my urgent dental appointment on the 24th of April 2025. The dentist told me that I have to have an appointment to hygiene my teeth. This was because of the periodontitis that I have been diagnosed with. 

I woke up early today to sort out all my work responsibilities including my finances. I come to a reflection that no matter how hard you try to take control and organise things for yourself, there are things that could sometimes get in the way and may put you to a situation that may be uncontrollable.

At work, you will never know what and who comes in at your door. My shift began light, it was not busy in the morning. Until before lunchtime, it started to peak up.

The worship service that happened this morning focused on a generous heart.  I was so blessed with the Word of God today. Some of us would not understand the value of giving to support the works of the church.

It has been awhile since I last wrote an entry for this journal. I want to thank Christ Jesus for giving me another opportunity. Through this journal, I may be able to reach out to others by testifying that the miracles of God happen everyday.

I woke up with a dream interpretation. I was thinking about the dream that I had about Christ. Now, He has given me the interpretation.

Today's preaching was about victory. We have victory when we are in Christ Jesus. Although there were just a few of us who attended the worship service this morning, as some preferred to attend online. It was a preaching about the victory of Christ over sin and death in 1 Corinthians.

I did not have a good sleep because of a snor. It did not feel like I slept, yet, how can someone had a dream when you even had not had a sleep? I woke up at 56 past five in the morning. I have had to buy a coffee to make me fully awake. I also woke up with a dream.